Today was the "judisium" day. The day for the announcement of the second semester study result. From the way I saw my friend, I guess there was no one of my friend who showed their worry about the "judisium". I, myself, make a joke to my friend after our second course of our Intensive English Course today, "yang DO sombong."
About 1 pm, the lecturers who held a meeting for discuss the judisium in "Ruang Rapat" on the second floor came down to the first floor. They have finished their discussion. And the "judisium" was started.
Mr. Borrong, the head of my school, started the judisium with brief speech. I a little bit affraid when listen he talked about the decrease of our school study result for few past years. And then he gave the time to PUKET I to gave the announcement. Briefly, and the most important for me, I was not dropped out.
This is my second "Finally not DO." First time I said the same line, in writing, was when I was not dropped-out from my previous school, STT Telkom. That was in the end of my fourth semester there. I was not dropped-out that time because I pass the special examination (Ujian Khusus). The special examination was held during the Geladi (a kind of PKL).
Now, I say the same line again. I (maybe) was afraid too much that my grade is not good enough to pass the second semester I study here in STT Jakarta. I have been write my worry in my blog. I also have sent some short messages via SMS to friends about my worry. To my friends, I said that I was afraid that I will fail for the second time. I failed finished my study in my previous school. Even if I was not dropped-out from my previous school, it is a kind of failure. No one want to have the same failure, right?
My fear that I will DO was just because I did not submit my Bahasa Indonesia mini-skripsi. Please don’t ask why. But, even if I have know that I was not dropped-out, I still do not know all of my grade, especially my Bahasa Indonesia’s grade. Will I get an E for that subject? What about my Filsafat Timur, Hindu-Buddha, or General Psychology and Personality? The answer is still on August when the Kartu Hasil Studi (KHS) will be given.
About 1 pm, the lecturers who held a meeting for discuss the judisium in "Ruang Rapat" on the second floor came down to the first floor. They have finished their discussion. And the "judisium" was started.
Mr. Borrong, the head of my school, started the judisium with brief speech. I a little bit affraid when listen he talked about the decrease of our school study result for few past years. And then he gave the time to PUKET I to gave the announcement. Briefly, and the most important for me, I was not dropped out.
This is my second "Finally not DO." First time I said the same line, in writing, was when I was not dropped-out from my previous school, STT Telkom. That was in the end of my fourth semester there. I was not dropped-out that time because I pass the special examination (Ujian Khusus). The special examination was held during the Geladi (a kind of PKL).
Now, I say the same line again. I (maybe) was afraid too much that my grade is not good enough to pass the second semester I study here in STT Jakarta. I have been write my worry in my blog. I also have sent some short messages via SMS to friends about my worry. To my friends, I said that I was afraid that I will fail for the second time. I failed finished my study in my previous school. Even if I was not dropped-out from my previous school, it is a kind of failure. No one want to have the same failure, right?
My fear that I will DO was just because I did not submit my Bahasa Indonesia mini-skripsi. Please don’t ask why. But, even if I have know that I was not dropped-out, I still do not know all of my grade, especially my Bahasa Indonesia’s grade. Will I get an E for that subject? What about my Filsafat Timur, Hindu-Buddha, or General Psychology and Personality? The answer is still on August when the Kartu Hasil Studi (KHS) will be given.
Kalasan Dalam, behind Kontras, Jakarta
21:33
June 6th, 2006
DAY8071
21:33
June 6th, 2006
DAY8071
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